I’m the sort of person who, when following the same car a long way on the freeway or highway, feels a sense of loss when they turn off and I’m on my own. Do they sense my disappointment or hear me saying goodbye! ?
I missed a week of Skye’s Tuesday writing class. When I came back I found out that nearly half the group had broken off to form a separate book-writing group! This was a huge disappointment, because for the last six month’s I’ve looked forward to the weekly installments of Mike’s novel set in New Orleans, Joan’s story of what brought her to Kerrville and Fran’s family history. I’m left hanging, wondering what will happen to those characters in the Big Easy and how many of Fran’s relatives will survive the trip from Amsterdam to the New World . Did Joan buy her dream house? It’s true that for a while there were too many people in the writing class wanting to share, and there wasn’t time to get to everyone. Yesterday, with the smaller group we had more time for comments. But still . . .
Monday was the Friends of the Library board meeting. I brought my camera and asked another board member to take a photo of the officers (I’m VP, publicity). I planned to take my camera today when some of us volunteer to sort and shelve donated books, which are sold to fund several library programs. Yesterday the president of the board sent an email informing us that the woman who originally asked if I’d like to be a volunteer had resigned, along with her granddaughter who heads up the book sales. We’re left wondering who will coordinate the last big sale of the year before library renovations begin.
But worse, for me, is the fact that the book sale chairman was one of the most interesting women I’ve met here. I looked forward to my time among the books, primarily because of the conversations she and I had.
I always tell everyone else not to focus on the negative so I will turn my thoughts to the things that I have to look forward to: Sunday talent show at Unity Church . I’ll read my three-and-a-half minute poem “A Far Different Vista” which I reworked a bit to use as the introduction to my memoir piece, “State Beach ”. I’ll also read, “Losing My Father” and “My Mother Dreams of Kites” which will appear in the Austin International Poetry Festival anthology. This five-minute reading will be a sort of rehearsal for the ten-minute reading I’ll give in Austin, along with four other State Featured Poets (Friday, April 8). Saturday, April 9th I’ll teach a workshop, “Poetry For Two Voices” at , followed by an open reading, which I will host, at . The rest of the time I’ll attend other readings and workshops, explore Austin or just hang out at my hotel.
I made the two-hour trip to Austin last week with a woman from my writing class. It was a beautiful drive and naturally, we talked all the way there and back. She’s an interesting woman, with many stories. We located where I’ll check in for the festival and then had a delicious lunch.
This morning I am so groggy. Two nights in a row I was awake in the night. I had promised to do a short call-in interview on a local radio station, which I did, but I think I sounded like a frog!
The best thing that happened to me this week was hearing my mother laugh as she told me she went to a friend’s birthday party and danced. She said she was afraid of tripping on the carpet but did it anyway and even shimmied! She’ll be ninety-one in a few weeks. One of the gentlemen at the party said, “You’ve still got the moves!” Go Alice ! You are an inspiration.